Ok so, Mothers funeral was on the 18th of this month. Which was (looks at the pc clock)2 days ago? I dunno...anyway, it feels weird to say but, it went much better then i hoped it would, not emotionally, I mean...well getting most of my family around alcohol in a small area isn't the smartest thing ever. But the Wake was a little pleasant, got to speak to a lot of family that I haven't spoken to for many years, some of which I can't even remember, some I dont think I've ever met!

Anyway, I won't go into details about the funeral, t'was a lovely service but I don't remember having my eyes open during most of it from overflowing of the eyelids. And I'm not religious or anything, but the Vicar was just fantastic, at one point he said something along the lines of, we don't need to pray in order to get into heaven, we just need to have the ability to love. Well I can live on that thought.

Aaaaanyways (again), I am trying to get some sort of inspiration to get me back into drawing, but because of the obvious situation I haven't got much energy to do anything...except write. Also, even if I was a little more inspired I wouldn't be able to do any freelancing work (if that's what it's called.) I am in the middle of my college course, and I've missed a good three weeks worth of work. So I have...quite a bit of work as you might imagine.