Don't worry, the falling apart isn't going to be me being all "Oh god my life is falling apart"....I'm quite literally falling apart :/





Yes, I am falling apart. I probably just need a maintenance check or my petrol tank re-filled. Here's the skinny...

My ear is still blocked, it's been over a month but I damn sure know the medication is working, so I must be patient, I tell ya I went for it earlier with a pointy bit of tissue, it was like I was mining for fucking gold or something. But I got a hell of a lot of crap out of there and can hear a tiny bit better, sadly my ear is now sore....serves it right!

About a week ago I spent a day vomiting, it was so on going that I was eventually too exhausted to vomit anymore so I kind of sat up right with a bucket under my face, then for a few days after that it'd felt like I was in a fight with someone, my ribs, stomach and back felt pounded. Thankfully that passed, but I'd still felt a bit crappy for another few days, but I just got on with it.

THEN, I started developing a dry patch on the side of my mouth, I reckon it's partially to do with vomiting stomach acids a few days before, then it got worse and even more gross...now I look like something from The Hills have eyes.

THEN, last night I felt a pain in my neck, just under my jaw, I gave it a poke a found a lump under there, now I didn't panic because I had a much smaller lump on the other side of my throat, and it was damn sore to touch. read up on what it could be and found out it's a swollen Lymph node/ When I read about it, it explained quite a lot. I had wondered why I had felt so crap during the week, high and low temp, sneezy but nothing major (except the vomming part). So yeah, crappy ear, a gross face and a tender lump under my jaw (if it's still there within a week I'll see a doc obviously).

I'm just thankful I feel okay, I was worried the swollen Lymph node was the start of a virus.




NOW, about story stuff. I'm still working on my Oblivion and Skyrim Fanfics believe it or not! I've even been drawing...fucking hell right? I haven't submitted a ton of drawings because I'm organising everything, I even went out a bought new files, a sketchbook and a note book for all my notes I need to write down while I play The Elder Scrolls.....my god I'm a nerd.

Anyways, I foresee myself doing a hefty bit of writing soon, hopefully I'll get some art done with it


Cheerio!